too , too, too

Too much excitement with another lock down. Too many days subbing in the afternoon when I had plans to do the mundane. Too tired. Too much stress. This time I am being a wimp and complaining. I think, but i can't really remember but Monday might have been normal.

Tuesday, had to remember to bring cookies for the soup and salad type lunch in the staff room. Oh yeah, and remember the book club book to read after i got finished with my classes, look forward to a call from my friend on the east coast, and put my kid who skips my class on a truancy non-compliance thing so I could talk to the parents rather than have the vice-principal down-play the seriousness. So lunch is over, and i decide I'm going to walk for a while before reading. I leave the school and walk out toward the nearby high school. Round the corner and see a guy sitting there. He turns away and seems to be hiding something. Knowing that he is on school property, I say, "you know you are on school property, don't you." Thinking this might be some kid or some kid's older sibling smoking or toking away. He responds something to the effect that he knew and then mumbled something else about security. Weird but oh well. continue walking, get a too short call from the friend (WAY TOO Short!). Walk for another 45 minutes or so finishing up with a mile on the school track. Get back into the building and 4 minutes later we are in lockdown. This one lasts for about 45 minutes. The buses had to stay away until a few minutes after school. Find out later that the police were chasing down and apprehending a suspect who was wearing a read sweatshirt wanted for murder (?). Wait a minute red sweatshirt...that guy on the corner, yep red sweat shirt.
Wednesday, got to work and sat in the car for five minutes and just prayed. Already knew a colleague whose mother is going through chemo had asked that i sub in the afternoon. Okay fine, but of course it was Halloween so kids hyped on sugar and lots of noise during the school assembly. Note to self do not sub on assembly days if possible. Finally had the discussion with student and parent (and other adults) about the truancy issue (ten minutes out of covering class. thank God for para-educators who are flexible. After school I helped out with the diversity club's Dia de Los Muertos. More noise, more headachey stress. Got home later than usual but had to prepare cornbread for a meeting/ discussion/dinner for Thursday.
Thursday morning, one of my team teacher's came into "my" room and asked if I could cover his classes in the afternoon. With my 8th grade ELL students (and if you have ever heard me complain about a specific class last year as seventh graders? well these are the same students). the plan had been to grade papers and get some of the boring school work done, but okay, he's my team. Told the 8th graders during my regular time and some of them cheered when i said i would be subbing in the afternoon! Who are these kids?! took over for the teacher around noon and tried to keep the kids focused on their reading....and all did except one. She kept chatting. So she chose steps. Once she was off she asked to use the rest room and came back with a cell phone. i ask her for the phone, she gives it up and says, "No one is going to like you if you act so mean." My response, "My job is not to get you to like me , but to give you an opportunity to learn." After lunch had my ELL group for math and some asked if i could sub for the other teacher on our team as well. I sort of laughed it off since I knew that although she would be out the next day it was a full day assignment so I wouldn't be subbing for her. After school the round-table discussion thing. All good until the end, when the mentoring teacher says something to the effect, "Remember, you are all still on a provisional contract so you can be fired for any reason." Not what anyone wanted to hear. Got home late, thought, okay Friday, I'm not subbing in the afternoon, so I can go home do some laundry, and get that grading done.
Friday morning...the secretary comes down the hall in the morning with a devious gleam in her eyes. I knew she was going to ask me to sub and I really was going to say, "no," but this time it was the other half of the 8th grade team! No one had picked up the assignment. So again, I would be working with my ELL students in the afternoon only this time it would be for social studies /language arts. The day could not end soon enough. Went home changed and then went out to meet with some of the other teachers from school at a nearby slightly yuppyish place. loud but fun. got home not late but crashed fairly early
just too much of too much this week